章)When we first met, we didnt understand love and just wanted to stay together and play; when we understood love, I liked someone else, but he liked me; when I broke up and liked him a little, he happened to love me; but when I fell in love with him, he left. In fact, we have been missing each other all the time.
My name is Xi Ran, and his name is Luo Feng.
If possible, I still want to see him again and tell him how much I love him. Unfortunately, everything is just if, and he didnt even know that I actually loved him when he left.
It seems that it has been a long time since we met. Its been so long that I cant even remember it clearly, and I cant remember the specific date. I only remember that it was a hot summer with birds and cicadas...
This summer we bid farewell to our innocent and carefree childhood and stepped into the school gate. It was a very hot summer.
The sky was clear and cloudless, and waves of heat came, causing irritation. Fortunately, this elementary school is a century-old school, decorated with century-old trees. The huge branches blocked most of the scorching sun and cast a large area of shade. Dad was handling the admission procedures for me, and Mom was holding me under the tree to hide from the sun, holding the ice cream that Mom had just bought for me. The admission procedures were complicated, and the weather was hot. I dont know how long it took, the ice cream was slowly melting bit by bit, and there were more and more people under the tree. I moved carefully, for fear that others would touch the ice cream - this was what I left for my dad.
"Ranran, here! Come to Daddy, the teacher is looking for you." Dad waved at me from a distance. It was my first time to go to school, and he was obviously more excited than me.
There was no kindergarten yet, and I had never been to school. Plus, I was only five years old, so I didnt know what a teacher was. I just knew that children were afraid of them.
"Dad, there are too many people, wait a minute." I said to my dad nervously, and then I slid off my mother, forgetting that I was still holding the ice cream in my hand. At the same time, I heard a "Yaa!" Looking back, I saw a little boy in white clothes with pink lotion all over his clothes. His eyes were wide open, staring at me angrily, and tears were rolling in his eyes. I was stunned, and my originally nervous mood suddenly became even sadder. Because it was me who put the half-eaten strawberry ice cream on him, and his clothes were stained by me.
Looking at his big scarlet eyes, I said sorry with a guilty conscience and hid behind my mother. While wiping the boys clothes, the mother apologized to his mother. I then noticed his mother and looked at them carefully. His mother was very beautiful, with big eyes and fair skin. She wore a green dress and high heels from the same series. Her skin seemed transparent and her toenails were painted with blood-red nail polish. She looked very elegant, generous, fashionable and avant-garde. The little boy in front of me was about five years old. His skin was very fair, his hair stood up naturally, he was wearing a white dress, and his face was a little chubby, but he looked very handsome. He inherited his mothers big eyes, so when he stared at me, I felt guilty and panicked. I didnt dare to look him in the eye. I wanted to leave quickly, but I kept apologizing.
His mother kept saying that it was okay and that I was sensible and polite. She said she liked me very much and that her son had just started school and hoped that we would be good friends in the future. My face turned red and I lowered my head in embarrassment, feeling ashamed of my behavior of wanting to leave quickly just now. The little boy opposite also slowly withdrew his tears, but he was still very unhappy and stared at me.
"Im sorry, this dress is a gift from his father for the start of school. He is very unhappy because it is like this." His mother fiddled with his clothes and smiled helplessly at my mother and said, "His name is Luo Feng."
My mother felt very embarrassed and introduced: "My daughters name is Xi Ran!"
"Xi Ran, Xi Ran, not bad, a good name!" His mother smiled and praised me, while the little boy named Luo Feng was still staring at me and "hummed" to express his disdain for my name.
"Fenger, sister didnt mean it, how could you do this? Apologize to sister quickly!" His mother looked at me helplessly and kept apologizing. It made me even more embarrassed.
"Auntie, I was wrong first. I stained Brother Fengs clothes. Im sorry. Dont blame him!" I said while looking at Luo Fengs expression, and his face was still so gloomy.
"Ranran is such a good kid. Go to Aunties house when you have time and play more with Brother Feng in the future, okay?" His mothers voice was so gentle that it was hard to refuse. Before I could react, Luo Feng finally spoke: "Who wants her to go to my house, who wants to play with her, hum!" Then he ran away!
His mother chased after him and turned back to say to us: "Im sorry, this kid is really a bitch, Ranran, dont be angry, go to Aunties house next time."
"Okay, Auntie." I replied with a smile. I saw his mother smiled with satisfaction, said goodbye to my mother, and turned away.
My mother shook her head helplessly and took me to my father.
"Dad, Im sorry, my ice cream is gone!" The uneasiness and sadness just now were swept away, and only grievances were left.
Mom told Dad what happened just now, and Dad hugged me and said, "Ranran is a good child. Its good that you know how to apologize. Dont be sad. The little boy wont blame you in a few days. It doesnt matter if the ice cream is gone. Its good that Dad knows that Ranran loves Dad." Looking at Dads loving eyes, I quickly forgot my sadness.
"Dad, is it true? Will Brother Feng really forgive me, play with me, and let me go to his house to play?" I couldnt wait to ask, which made Dad very helpless. Dad just touched my head and said, "Ranran is the cutest child, everyone will like him. Lets go see the teacher. Its not good to be late."
The unhappiness just now was swept away, and what was left was awe of the teacher. Teacher Cao and Teacher Yu received us. Teacher Cao taught mathematics and Teacher Yu taught Chinese.
Teacher Cao was a little older. When she saw Dad pulling me over, she took me over, touched my head, smiled slightly, and praised: What a good child!
"Good boy, tell me, whats your name? How old are you?" Teacher Cao asked me kindly.
"My name is Xi Ran, Im five and a half years old!" I was still very scared, but I answered with courage.
"Oh, so thats it," Teacher Cao turned around and looked at my father and said, "Unfortunately, she is still too young, not yet six years old, to go to the first grade."
"But teacher, she knows everything in the first grade, just let her read, she will be six in half a year." Dad seemed to be afraid that the teacher would not let me go to school. Then he couldnt wait to say, "If you dont believe me, you can test her."
This is true, not because I am so smart, but because my father has been working tirelessly to teach me to read, and I knew everything in the first grade before going to school.
The teacher looked at my father in disbelief, then turned his head to look at me, and I nodded, and finally the teacher said helplessly: "Okay, Ill give you one chance, you can go to school if you can pass the exam."
Teacher Cao took me to his office and gave me a notebook and a pen. "Just write from one to one hundred. If there are no mistakes, you will pass."
"Okay, teacher." I was secretly happy. This is the easiest thing I have learned. My father usually tests me more strictly, so I am full of confidence.
When I wrote forty-three, the teacher asked me to stop writing and I passed the test.
Next was Chinese. Teacher Yu asked me to write down the pinyin and recite simple ancient poems, which also passed smoothly. Finally, they announced: You can go to school.
When the teacher said this, Luo Feng and his mother were beside him. Her mother praised me and warned Luo Feng: "Sister Ran Ran is good at studying and she is also very cute. You have to take care of her in the future, okay?"
Luo Feng said reluctantly: "I know." Looking at his awkward expression, I felt very funny. But I was afraid that he would ignore me in the future and just silently gloat over my misfortune.
"Auntie, I will get along well with Brother Feng in the future, dont worry!" I said very obediently.
His mother smiled and said to me: "Ranran is such a good child, Brother Feng should learn more from you." Then she turned her head and looked at Luofeng: "Isnt it, son?"
Luofeng was staring at me, looking at his mother, and said helplessly, but rolled his eyes at me.
Seeing this scene, the adults of both families laughed. But the two children had their own ulterior motives.
After saying goodbye to them, I walked on the way home, thinking about someones sad face, and I felt that this summer seemed not so hot anymore, as if there was still wind blowing...