章)Xiaoxiao felt that she had entered a very mysterious state, in a space isolated from the world, unable to see, hear, or sense any movement from the outside world.
She seemed to be a spectator, watching a long black-and-white film, which tells the story of a girl named Xiao Qingyuns short life from the time she could remember to the age of 18. It was as if she was the girl in the film, otherwise how could she feel all of Xiao Qingyuns emotions such as happiness, pain, loneliness, and world-weariness deeply?
The back of her hand felt cold as if it was pierced by a needle. Could she have sensed the outside world?
A cold and low voice sounded: "Nurse, when will my wife wake up?" Through the voice, it seemed as if he could see his frown.
"Well, the doctor said that the wound on your girlfriends forehead is not deep, but she just bled a little more. Logically, she should have woken up a long time ago..." The timid female voice was shy.
The man frowned and his voice became colder: "I have heard this more than ten times. I just want to know why she has been in a coma for three days and when she will wake up since the injury is not serious."
The little nurse said in a low and timid voice: "Well, I, I dont know either. Otherwise, I will ask Dr. Gu for you?"
The man waved his hand impatiently and said: "Okay, sorry for the trouble, you can go."
The little nurse couldnt wait to leave the ward. As soon as he walked out of the room, he patted his chest, took a long breath, and whispered: "Oh my God, how can there be such a person? He looks so good, but his temper is so scary. I really dont know how his weak wife can bear it. Maybe the injury on his wifes head was caused by him." Thinking of this, the young nurse shuddered and felt full of sympathy for Xiao Qingyun in the ward. As expected, men should not only look at appearances. In the future, you must find a gentle partner.
The man in the ward didnt know that he had left people with the image of a violent and violent man. He walked to the bedside and saw that Xiao Qingyuns fair and delicate face was sickly pale, and his lips were bloodless and dry. A trace of worry and heartache passed across his cold face. Picking up the warm water and cotton swab on the small table next to him, he clumsily and gently used the cotton swab to moisten Xiao Qingyuns lips.
Xiaoxiaos mind is very clear now, and her senses are also very sensitive. She could clearly feel the mans movements, and could feel the mans cautiousness in his movements, but she just couldnt open her eyes.
After such a long period of integration and adaptation with "Xiao Qingyun", she knew that she was no longer "Xiaoxiao" at this time, but "Xiao Qingyun", and the spirit and flesh of the two had completely merged into one.
Xiaoxiao was an orphan in her previous life, but she was very lucky. The orphanage where she grew up was a big family that could really make the children feel warm. The director was a wealthy and kind old widowed lady who gave all her money and love to the orphanage. The children in the orphanage had small conflicts, but there was no intrigue. They got along like brothers and sisters and cared for each other.
Xiaoxiao successfully graduated from college and passed the civil service exam. She worked in the grassroots court for five years and was just two years old from a clerk to a judge. Unexpectedly, she died in the hands of the defendant in a divorce dispute case. Some self-deprecating thought, the judge who died in a civil case was also a novel and sensational death. I wonder what level of news will be reported? She died in the line of duty, but I dont know if there is any compensation. The beneficiary of several insurance policies is the orphanage directors grandmother, which can be regarded as a little return to the directors grandmother.
The directors grandmother will definitely be well taken care of by other brothers and sisters, but Im afraid they will be sad for a while. However, all the pain will be healed by time, as the directors grandmother often said, "We must face life calmly and strongly."
In the previous life, I was free of worries. Now that I am reborn as Xiao Qingyun, I can only accept everything about Xiao Qingyun and live a good life.
Well, the first thing to face is this man who is taking good care of me, that is, Xiao Qingyuns husband-Mu Weijun.
In Xiaoxiaos previous life of just over 20 years, she had never been married, and even her love experience was only a short relationship of half a year during college, which ended with the mans cheating. The most intimate contact during the relationship was only a few kisses, and the theory of love had not yet been put into practice.
Now I am suddenly facing the situation of managing a married life, which is really a bit unexpected. However, because of her rich experience in handling various cases, she quickly calmed down and analyzed the current situation rationally. Well, having seen various divorce disputes, she can learn some lessons and summarize some experience.
One thing that is particularly fortunate and advantageous is that Mu Weijun is a soldier. Well, he is also a educated and promising soldier who graduated from a regular military academy and is currently a regular battalion officer. And now it is in the winter of 1975 in China, which is very similar to the world in the previous life. The Chinese people are conservative and simple.
The country has just been established for more than 20 years. The international situation is not optimistic. There are still conflicts with neighboring countries in the southwest. Soldiers are highly respected and treated very well, including the protection of military marriages. In other words, this marriage is very secure. Mu Weijun is 99.99% likely not to cheat, and there is no need to worry about being poached.
Although Xiaoxiao studied law and has seen many divorce cases, she has a rational side. But at the same time, because she grew up in a loving environment and listened to the sincere and moving love stories of the directors grandmother, she also has a naive and girlish side.
She has always hoped to meet a suitable person, both of whom will be faithful to each other for the rest of their lives. Even if she was hurt once in love, she did not waver, but became more determined to do so.
Mu Weijun is undoubtedly a person who meets the external conditions very well, and from the current situation, it is difficult for her to divorce, and there is no need. The best choice is to manage this marriage seriously.
She will try to fall in love with this husband, and she will try to make Mu Weijun fall in love with her. A loveless marriage is like eating a clear soup hot pot for her, who loves spicy food. She can eat it, but she cant enjoy it.
With the idea of living a good life with Mu Weijun, Xiaoxiao sorted out the relevant memories.
Xiao Qingyun is also a poor person. She was spoiled when she was a child, and was carefully taught by her grandmother and mother to become a knowledgeable and gentle little talent.
However, when she was 12 years old, her grandfather, grandmother and grandfather who loved her died one after another. Not long after her 14th birthday, her mother also died of illness.
Among the remaining relatives, grandma favored boys over girls and never liked Xiao Qingyun. Her loving father remarried just one year after her mothers death, and took back two sons and daughters who were two years older than Xiao Qingyun. At that time, Xiao Qingyun knew that her father had cheated on her for a long time, and understood why her mother was always so sad and died of depression.
So, Xiao Qingyuns world collapsed, and she could no longer stay in that so-called "home". As soon as she graduated from high school, the 15-year-old Xiao Qingyun made the boldest and most willful decision in history. With money, tickets and the most important things left by her mother, she resolutely signed up to come to the impoverished county in the western part of Shunan Province to be an educated youth.
Xiao Qingyun was assigned to the Mujiaping Production Brigade under Liupo Commune, Lingjiang County. Although Lingjiang County is poor, it is mostly due to its large population, relatively flat terrain, and a large river flowing through it.
Although the second production team of Mujiaping Production Brigade in Liupo Commune where Xiao Qingyun went was a little remote, it was not a mountainous area. It was just relatively far from the county town, and most of the villagers were simple. The team leader and the second team leader were also fair and kind.
After Xiao Qingyun arrived at Mujiaping Production Brigade, team leader Mu Dagui saw that she was white, tender, and weak, and did not look like someone who could work at all. She was also very young and had graduated from high school, so he arranged for her to teach in the primary school of the production brigade.
Three years passed like this. About 10 days ago, Xiao Qingyun found a note written by Wang Shijing, a male educated youth from the same production brigade, in her textbook. The note asked Xiao Qingyun to meet under the rhubarb tree at the entrance of the village at 7 pm. He had something important to tell Xiao Qingyun.
Even in the south, it was completely dark at 7 pm in December. Xiao Qingyun was a little hesitant, but she thought that although she didnt get along well with the two female educated youth, she had a good relationship with several male educated youth, and they usually took good care of her. Wang Shijing was one of them. Although he was sometimes too enthusiastic and made her feel uncomfortable, he often helped her. Maybe there was something important, so she went to the appointment on time.
However, reality is cruel. Xiao Qingyuns memory of that period was a little vague and confused. She only remembered that someone suddenly rushed out from behind the big yellow fruit tree, covered her mouth and nose, and pressed her against the thick yellow fruit tree trunk and tore her clothes. Xiao Qingyun struggled desperately and wanted to shout, but it was in vain. Just when Xiao Qingyun was desperate, the person who was pressing on her suddenly flew out.
Later, Xiao Qingyun was in a state of confusion. She only knew that someone had saved her and sent her back to the educated youth point. As for who that person was, she only had a vague impression of his appearance, but she didnt know him. Xiao Qingyun was very lucky. She was lucky that someone had saved her. She was lucky that she was inexplicably excluded by two female educated youth and had to live alone in a room.
Xiao Qingyun thought that the matter was over, and she was thinking about secretly finding out who saved her so that she could thank that person. Unexpectedly, starting from noon the next day, Xiao Qingyun felt that the villagers looked at her very strangely. In the next two days, there were rumors that she was hugging a man in dishevel.
The rumors became more and more intense. Those unbearable words made Xiao Qingyun unbearable. She missed her grandfather, grandparents and mother who loved her. She wanted to end her life, but she also thought of letting her live a good life when her mother died.
At this time, Aunt Li from the captain of the second team came to propose marriage, and the object was her third son Mu Weijun.
Although Xiao Qingyun did not know Mu Weijun, she knew him. Mu Weijun was the pride of the entire Mujiaping Production Brigade and even Liupo Commune. It was even said that he was famous in the entire Lingjiang County. Before he was 16, he was admitted to the Military Engineering College with excellent results in the last college entrance examination before the Cultural Movement.
After graduating in 1969, Mu Weijun, who returned to his native army, volunteered to go to the southwest battlefield. He stayed there for 5 years and made many contributions during this period. When he returned to the Rongshi Military Region in 1974, he was already a regular battalion.
There are military cadres in the entire Lingjiang County, and there are even higher positions than Mu Weijun. However, there is only one such young and capable regular battalion-level cadre who graduated from a regular military university, Mu Weijun.
Xiao Qingyun didnt know why the Mu family wanted to marry such an excellent Mu Weijun, but she had no choice. Now as long as someone is willing to marry her, she thinks she is willing to marry.
After Xiao Qingyun agreed, Xiao Qingyun married Mu Weijun in just 3 days. At the same time, it was rumored in the village that Mu Weijun and Xiao Qingyun had been dating a year ago. On the night when Mu Weijun came back, Xiao Qingyun went to the village entrance to pick him up. This time, the army specially approved Mu Weijun a nearly two-month vacation, so that he could go home and solve personal problems.
On the wedding day, Xiao Qingyun only felt busy and tired, and didnt pay attention to her husbands appearance at all. She only felt that he was tall and straight, and there was a sense of familiarity.
In the bridal chamber at night, Xiao Qingyun was in pain, and she only felt very painful, but Mu Weijuns actions were very rough and barbaric, which instantly made Xiao Qingyuns impression of her new husband fall to the bottom.
Why are they both soldiers, and grandpa is very kind, but Mu Weijun is so rude. Xiao Qingyun felt that her future life was dark.
Xiao Qingyun didnt want to face it, and didnt know how to face the completely unfamiliar Mu family. The second day of the wedding happened to be Monday, and she didnt ask for leave, and still went to the school of the brigade on time.
After school at noon, Lin Qian, a female educated youth who was also assigned to teach, took the initiative to stick to Xiao Qingyun and asked to go back to the team together. Lin Qian was talking about something, but Xiao Qingyun didnt pay any attention to it, and just responded absentmindedly. When going down the stairs, Xiao Qingyun was suddenly pushed from behind and fell down the stairs, and the right forehead of her head hit the stone edge of the stairs. Xiao Qingyun didnt know anything about what happened later.
Xiaoxiao felt that Xiao Qingyun lived a very negative life and had no desire to live. Her relatives who really loved her died one after another, her fathers image collapsed, she was almost raped, and the unbearable rumors and the husband who didnt meet her heart destroyed this flower that grew up in the greenhouse again and again, making her extremely suicidal. The reason why she didnt commit suicide was just because she promised her mother to live well. Taking advantage of the not serious head injury this time and Xiaoxiaos inexplicable arrival, she left without regrets as if she was relieved.
Xiaoxiao silently said in her heart: Xiao Qingyun, you can go with peace of mind! Although I dont agree with your attitude towards life, I understand your pain. It must be a very happy thing for you to be reunited with someone who truly loves you.
From now on, there is no pessimistic and painful "Xiao Qingyun" in the world, nor is there a "Xiao Xiao" from 21st century China. What exists is Xiao Qingyun, who is born on December 24, 1975 in China, with the body and soul of both! In the future, the new Xiao Qingyun will live seriously and work hard to be happy with a new look.
In fact, according to the arrangement of Xiao Qingyun today, the original "Xiao Qingyun" can be said to have married the right person by mistake.
On the one hand, although the gangster that night was not Wang Shijing, it cannot be confirmed that he had nothing to do with Wang Shijing. It cannot be confirmed that the head was broken that day because the students were not paying attention when they were crowded, or Lin Qian secretly attacked, but Xiao Qingyun is more inclined to the latter. In short, it is very dangerous for "Xiao Qingyun" to be alone in the educated youth point.
On the other hand, when the great movement is over and she returns to the Xiao family, she will definitely be used by her father, who is power-hungry and values family background, to arrange a marriage.
, and then wait for the college entrance examination to resume, and then take the exam in other provinces and cities far away from Shunan Province. Even if he returns to Rong City a few years later, Mu Weijun will have made further progress, plus the connections left by Mus grandfather. By then, even the father who holds an important position will be helpless against "Xiao Qingyun" or Mu Weijun.
In addition, Mu Weijun should be the one who saved "Xiao Qingyun" that night. He was able to marry "Xiao Qingyun" when rumors were everywhere, which shows that Mu Weijun is at least a responsible person and has a good impression of "Xiao Qingyun".
I just dont know to what extent Mu Weijun likes "Xiao Qingyun". However, it should be just a superficial impression. Because in "Xiao Qingyuns" memory, except for that night, "she" and Mu Weijun had no contact at all. Last year, Mu Weijun went home to visit his family, but was hurriedly recalled by the army after only five days.
In this way, Xiao Qingyun can accept Mu Weijun as her husband without many psychological barriers. External affection is only temporary. Whether it can last long depends on a persons personality, hobbies, and ways of doing things.
Mu Weijun is excellent in all aspects and can give people a sense of security, which is particularly in line with Xiao Qingyuns requirements for a husband. Their current situation can be classified as a blind date and flash marriage, and it is not uncommon to fall in love after marriage.
Xiao Qingyun decided to take the initiative, after all, she really likes Hongwei Hotpot. But if there is really no love, and Mu Weijun is a person who is responsible for the family, then get along as relatives. Although she envy the inseparable relationship between husband and wife, respecting each other as guests is also an option.
Thinking of this, Xiao Qingyun wanted to get to know her husband well. When the old roof appeared in her sight, she found that her eyes could be opened. It seems that this body has been completely integrated.
The moment Xiao Qingyun opened her eyes, Mu Weijun found it. He subconsciously stopped what he was doing, and was stunned for a moment when he looked at his wifes oval face, dark and misty eyes, and thick black eyelashes that fluttered like butterfly wings.
It seemed like a long time had passed, and it seemed like only a moment. Mu Weijun reacted, coughed, and unconsciously lowered his voice and said, "Youre awake. Do you feel uncomfortable? Are you dizzy?"
"No, Im not uncomfortable, and Im not dizzy." Xiao Qingyun answered hoarsely.
Hearing her dry voice, Mu Weijun hurriedly said, "Dont talk first, Ill give you some warm water first, and then call a doctor to see you." After that, he put down the warm water and cotton swab in his hand, and took another enamel cup, helped Xiao Qingyun up, and fed her water.
Xiao Qingyun drank half a cup of water from Mu Weijuns hand, and was helped to lie down again. She blinked and said softly, "Thank you, Brother Weijun, youve worked hard this time."
Mu Weijun said loudly with a stern face, "What are you talking about? We are married, you are my wife, and it is natural for me to take care of you." After saying that, he froze. He shouldnt have a stern face. Wasnt his voice too loud? He pulled the corner of his mouth stiffly and said carefully, "You rest first, Ill call the doctor to see you." After saying that, he put the cup away and strode out of the ward, with a sense of fleeing.
After Mu Weijun left the room, Xiao Qingyun thought: her husband is very handsome, with deep facial features, thin and delicate cheeks, and a cold face gives people a feeling of coldness and dignity.
Although it doesnt quite conform to the current mainstream aesthetics of people, it is more in line with Xiao Qingyuns appetite. Moreover, even people today cannot say that Mu Weijun is not good-looking against their will. He may even be more popular with young women.
His skin is a little dark and rough, but he looks cooler and more manly. Plus his height of over 180cm and his upright posture, he is simply amazing.
Well, I am attracted by his appearance!
He doesnt seem to know how to get along with women. He likes to release cold air. His actions are also vigorous and resolute, so he looks more "rude and barbaric". Well, it should be the "occupational disease" of being a soldier. Its not a big deal. On the contrary, it proves that Mu Weijun is not an old driver in terms of feelings. Very good.
Poor Xiao Qingyun doesnt know a truth yet, that is, even an inexperienced man will become an old driver in seconds when facing a woman he likes and legally owns.
Xiao Qingyun is still thinking beautifully that judging from Mu Weijuns caring behavior towards her, there is still a great possibility that he will be trained to be a perfect husband who is "cold to other women and gentle only to herself" and meets her wishes.
Well, she couldnt be too polite to him, and she had to enter the couple love mode as soon as possible.
At this time, an old doctor in a white coat and thick glasses came in, followed by Mu Weijun with a cold face. When Mu Weijun saw Xiao Qingyun looking at him with sparkling eyes, his expression softened a little.
The old doctor asked Xiao Qingyun and examined her, and said to the two of them: "Its okay, you can be discharged today, just go home and get more nutrition." After that, he walked out of the house, muttering as he walked: "No one in the entire county hospital is better than me in medical skills. I said that as long as the person wakes up, then its okay, and you hurried me, so that I didnt finish reading that story."
The old doctor thought his voice was low, but in fact, in the quiet ward, both of them heard it clearly. Xiao Qingyun wanted to laugh, but seeing that Mu Weijuns face was even colder, she quickly suppressed her smile and said coquettishly, "Brother Weijun, Im hungry and want to eat."
Mu Weijun heard the intimacy in her words, his expression softened, looked at the sky outside the window, and said to her as softly as possible, "You havent eaten for three days, you must be hungry. Its past 5 pm now, and its time for dinner. Wait a few minutes, wait for you to finish hanging the saline, I will remove the needle for you, and then buy you food."
Xiao Qingyun looked at the bottle, which was almost empty. In fact, she could remove the needle herself, but since Mu Weijun was willing to do it for her and increase the communication between the couple, she didnt say anything.
After Mu Weijun removed the needle for Xiao Qingyun and left the ward for a while, Xiao Qingyun hurriedly got up from the bed. Its really suffocating! Although Mu Weijun is her husband, its still embarrassing to say that she wants to go to the toilet in front of him now.
On the other side, Mu Weijun, who went to buy food, seemed expressionless, but he was very happy in his heart. In the previous wedding banquet, bridal chamber, and the next morning when the whole family had breakfast together, his wife was indifferent, even sad, and didnt say a word. After waking up today, she was full of energy, talking to him, and acting coquettishly to him, becoming more lively and lovely.
Mu Weijun thought about the coquettish look of his wife, and his heart was hot. He really wanted to hug and kiss her. Well, I will buy a big bone soup and a meatball for my wife later. She will be well nourished and get better soon.
There is no way. I have been a vegetarian for 26 years. I just started eating meat. The fragrant and soft wife is in front of me again. I cant help it.
Mu Weijun placed the bought food one by one on the small table on the bed. In front of Xiao Qingyun, there was a white radish and big bone soup, which was also added with large pieces of pork belly cut into squares; the other was spinach and meatball soup. In front of him were roasted tofu, stir-fried cabbage and a large bowl of rice. Xiao Qingyun glanced at him and said nothing, but her heart was really warm.
Xiao Qingyun was an orphan in her previous life, but she was lucky enough to meet the rich and kind grandmother of the dean, and she had no shortage of food and clothing since she was a child.
"Xiao Qingyun" in this life can be said to be born in a high-ranking official family. His maternal family is also a family of doctors who have accumulated a lot of wealth for generations. Although most of the family business was destroyed during the Anti-Japanese War, and almost all the remaining family property was donated to support the revolution, but in the 20 years after the founding of the Peoples Republic of China, my grandfather was specially hired as an expert doctor at the Provincial Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine, and also worked part-time as a specially appointed professor at the Provincial College of Traditional Chinese Medicine, and his life was very rich. Therefore, "Xiao Qingyun" was raised in wealth by two families since childhood.
During the three years in the countryside, she had a lot of money and coupons on her body, and her father also mailed money and coupons to "her" regularly. Although she didnt use the money out of anger, she still used the cloth coupons and other things. "Xiao Qingyun" never wronged herself in terms of food, clothing and daily expenses.
However, the current Xiao Qingyun is not like the original "her" who is ignorant of the sufferings of the world and out of touch with the world. Through the limited impressions of the three years in the countryside, and more through the movies, documentaries and articles in her previous life, Xiao Qingyun understands that in such an era, most people are short of food and clothing and live frugally.
Mu Weijun only bought vegetarian dishes himself, but he was willing to spend money to buy two meat dishes for her to replenish her body. He really loves his wife.
Mu Weijun handed the chopsticks to Xiao Qingyun and said, "I thought you just woke up and didnt have an appetite for dry rice, so I bought two portions of soup for you, so that you can eat it and its nutritious."
Xiao Qingyun took the chopsticks, said "Thats good" and started eating. He drank half of the big bone soup and ate some radishes, but didnt touch the fatty pork belly. Then he started eating the dumplings. He scooped them up with chopsticks and felt there were about 20 or 30 of them, so he used chopsticks to pick them up one by one into Mu Weijuns bowl, which was already half empty of rice.
Mu Weijun put down his chopsticks and looked at Xiao Qingyun, expressionless, but his eyes were so hot that they seemed to burn people. Xiao Qingyuns cheeks were hot, and two faint blushes like peach blossoms rose on her fair face, making her look very beautiful. She had never done such a thing before, and she didnt dare to look at Mu Weijun for a moment, and she murmured in a complaining manner: "Its so big, and there are so many, how can I finish it. I use the chopsticks I have eaten to pick up food for you, you wont dislike it, right?"
Mu Weijuns eyes became even hotter, and he replied with a smile: "Of course I dont dislike it, my wife picks up food for me every meal and I dont dislike it." After saying that, he smiled brightly, but it was a pity that Xiao Qingyuns eyes were hiding from him and he didnt see it.
"Then you also drink the remaining half bowl of bone soup." Xiao Qingyun said with a smile.
"I promise to complete the task." Mu Weijun answered loudly. Anyone could hear the happiness in his voice. However, he also thought in his heart that it was no wonder that his wife was so thin, not only did she have a small appetite, but she was also picky about food. In the future, she must change this bad habit for her.
Xiao Qingyun ignored him and started eating when there were about ten dumplings left in the bowl.
Mu Weijun stopped talking and just picked up the dumplings from the bowl and ate them seriously. He felt that these were the best dumplings he had ever eaten. He drank another mouthful of the bone soup. Well, this was also the best soup he had ever tasted.
Although neither of them spoke, they were surrounded by a warm, harmonious and sweet atmosphere.